Since the Mcfly band exist in my life, it has never been better. I never felt alive before. My last breakup? Screw that man! I'd never felt so happy even if when I'm in a relationship! They change all in me. I swear to God. I thank to Fly.fm for being so cool and listed Mcfly's song called 'Love is on the Radio' in your top 30 because that's how I met those idiots that I'm deeply inlove with right now. At first I got a crush on Danny Jones. The one I said I want to mention him at twitter everyday till he replies. Hahahaha! But then I watched their music video called 'That's the Truth' which also my all time fav among all their song. For me, that song is the best. Anyways, as I watch it, the most perfect handsome man happens to be the main character in the video. Which is Dougie Poynter. My attention went straight away to him. Oh my god he is perfect.
As time goes by, I started to listen to my iPod everyday now, kept repeating their songs on and on. Long time ago I thought my iPod only needed to be charged only once a week but now, everyday. Every damn day it needs to be charged. I hate it. Hahahahahaha. I'm so addicted to the band. Like super freaky weird kinda addicted.
I started to see all their 'best moment' videos on Youtube. Since then, I love all of them :) Danny Jones! the silliest and happiest guy in the band. Who entertain himself by dancing and singing random songs he just heard five minutes before and his laugh is louder than my dad's. And believe me, my dad's laugh is pretty loud. Harry Judd! the best in challenges. He wins 3/4 of challenges that the band created or given to them. He is super smooth and super gay sometimes. His 'thing' is capturing Dougie's pictures while he is sleeping and hugging him when he's tired or not in the mood. Well, Dougie Poynter! My all time fav. He is the most handsome man on the band and in my heart :) Hahahaha. He is a bit shy and if the band have to choose whom among the members they'll marry, with no doubt it'll be Dougie because he is the quite one and always 'okay' with whatever the band ask him to do. Especially Harry and Danny. The mastermind of most challenges. Last but not least, Tom Fletcher! The nicest guy in the band. And he posted very enjoyable videos on Youtube and my most favorite is called 'From Bump to Buzz'. He always there for his band mates and I love the moment where he jumped onto Dougie when he won the ' I'm a Celeb, Get Me Out of Here!' tv show. The best about him is how he plays the guitar and his sweet voice.
Watching them on Youtube gives me spirit in real life. I listen to them all night before bed and sing like I'm on stage. If I watch Danny's video on how he entertain himself, it affects in my life where now I sang alot in public which I'd never done it before. I laugh alot because I fancy Danny's laughter. Watching Dougie in their music videos and his funny moments on Youtube is breathtaking. He is so addictive. He even become my boyfriend in my head. Harry's attitude makes me alive in doing things and how he talks is super sexy. Tom's videos on Youtube and watching his relationship with his wife is the sweetest thing I'd ever see. Additionally, the sweetest couple I've ever seen!
Because of them, I don't CRAVE for love that much. They filled up the empty spot in me and made me a proud single girl. I'm okay with that. Yet, I'm thankful for that. I thought, its not the time for me to fall inlove and got into a relationship. I don't want to end up fighting and breaking up as if there's nothing for me to hold on to. And I don't want to be the only one who is fighting for the relationship. It's just sucks.
I made myself a deal that I will not take a risk in taking care of a relationship. I want to be my own source of happiness, I want to take care of myself. Thats my new challenge. I hope I become like Harry so that I'll win. Hahahaha!
Well, technically I'll know I'll succeed when I'm 30 and married happily after I fulfilled my journey to my marriage life being single. Then I'll remember this guys and thank them :)
Everybody needs a hero right? Well mine is the Mcfly :)
