Let bygones be bygones. That's my new motto. Life as single lady, written in my relationship status is one hell of a life. Yeah ofcourse there's been ups and down but I manage to step back up. I admit that I wouldn't be this happy if there's no "MONEY". There's go my middle finger for those who said "money can't buy happiness". I didn't realize shopping can bring the tears of pain. For these past months I spoiled myself with lots of beauty care and new clothes and such. Yeah I feel the pain now as all the money is sadly, gone. Hahahaha. But that's life right? That urges me to work. Yes I work to spoil myself with lots of money. Wow that sounds extremely terrible.
Above all, I feel great. I'd never feel better. By feeling better, what it means that in my life at this moment is less drama, less stress, less problems and more laughter, more crazy throughout the night, more enjoying the little things in life. My friend once told me, "try to set yourself as priority of your own happiness. Don't depend on others. Make you as the source of your own laughter". And I did :) But how Syafinaz Zamry? Well, by forgiving yourself for what's happened. And somehow I manage to set myself free. Look how happy I sound, writing this blog while smile like a stinky donkey. Hahahaha
I'm currently on a mission right now. Waiting for a miracle to happen. You see, I was searching for new songs to put in my iPod. So I decided to search in the Top 30 at FlyFm. My eyes were caught by this song called "Love is on the radio" by Mcfly. So I opened it and I heard it. Nothing special at first. The I looked at the related videos. From the same band, singing "Love is Easy". I find it very familiar so I clicked and it was the best decision I'd made. Thats how I met Danny Jones. The lead singer in the band. Now my mission is, to mention him at twitter, everyday until he replies. This is a long term mission so I must come up with a good strategy and a lot of patience.
Because, just this morning I drove to Polytechnic. It became a habit of mine to drive at 7.30am every weekdays to Polytechnic. But this time I drive the car instead of my bike which happens to be my permanent transportation there. Anyways, by using this opportunity, I sang in the car as loud as I can. Singing Mcfly songs. As my mission just started last 2 days, I mentioned him at twitter "Start my day by listening to 'I tagged Danny Jones's twitter name' songs really brighten things up". I posted it. Few minutes later I'm scrolling my timeline, I saw the tweet I tweeted, above it was Danny Jones's tweet. a minute ahead of mine, he tweeted his. I swear I want to cry as he basically ignore my tweet that I mentioned him. Damn.. hahahahaha. But, patience is a virtue. I must continue mention him!!
My girlfriend now is in deep pain. Wait wait. she is my BESTFRIEND. Not my "girlfriend". Im no lesbian okayy.. That's not why I'm still single. Hahaha. Well, this afternoon she took me to Space U8 to buy my favorite chocolate blog there. As we sat in her car, talking about herself and how regret she is for what she'd done. As a bestfriend, I feel sad though to see her like that. So I talked bout myself and how things work so well for me as my last breakup was a disaster. And she asked me how was Amir, a guy I liked and us currently is in the "unknown relationship status". Its such a long story but in the end I said " No matter what happens, I still like 'him' and will always wait for him eventhough from what I see now, our future together is just a blank canvas with no idea yet to be written. Who is 'him'? Lets keep it private. We don't know 'him' might reading this now!! ;)
