Everyone has that very moment where all things paused for a second. Where all emotions stop spreading but one. If it's anger or happy or lust that stood still, shining bright like a diamond. But you all must agree that, it remains for just a few minutes or even seconds. Then it's gone and forever will be.
I had my moments. My most favorite ones are the one that I met him for the first time. Where he talked to me and being so cute just to get to know me while I was then in a hurry. The way he responded towards my action made me looked back and stare at him. For the first time in months after my breakup, my heart blossom once again by just stare at his face that is full of hope for me to respond. That moment feels like forever as we chatted and I was full of joy. But the second time we'd meet, that moment was gone. You see, what makes it so beautiful is that the way he stood up to me is exactly the way I wanted to. Its like he'd paused and gaze upon me as I walked by pass him. He was so amazed and he urge to talk to me so he did. It was so beautiful I still remember how it feels like. I don't know whether my perception towards his actions are true but that is from my point of view. That's what makes it so special.
You just can't get enough. Because moments what makes you feel alive and say "hey, its breathable around here". Because moments of your life, is like a splash of paint on your canvas of life. It's clearly shown there babe...
I have a huge crush on Danny Jones and Syamsul Yussof. Both of them is my dream guy you see. What get to me this time, involved those two!!
I was working as a cashier and I had to watch over the floor as the other employees was busy unpacking and arranging stock. So there was me all alone in front of the entrance of the pharmacy, the place where I work. Out of the blue, this one guy showed up. Looked at me and starts walking away to the Jaya Grocer in front of the pharmacy. Then suddenly he stopped, he turn, he looked at me and he walked towards the pharmacy. I gave a smile so does he. I find him very attractive and it becomes an addict as he asked me a question about what medicine is best for his sore throat. I mumbled. I said "you want sweets for sore throat?" Dafuq? Hahahaha. He replied with a giggle "no, medicine would be best". I pointed at the pharmacist for him to go asked for a medicine with a blushing red starting to appear on my cheek.
Then he starts walking and leave me be. As I walked up to the cashier, I saw him starring at the supplement section. I found the urge to talked to him so I said "have you get the medicine?" "no, the pharmacist is taking a break" "Why don't you ask that girl there to give you a medicine called Mac for your sore throat" "Mac?" the way he said that.... My feet starts dancing because its wonderfully cute. "yes.." once again, with a blush on my chubby cheek.
Not long after that he went to the cashier and started asking me question while I scanned the purchases he picked cause I was too damn slow.. Well, I want to stare at him... duhhhh
"where do you live?"
( OHH MY DEARLY BELOVED)
"I live in Bukit Jelutong"
"How old are you really?"
(MARRY ME PLEASE)
"Im nineteen"
"Whats your name?"
(FAINTED)
" My name is Nur syafinaz"
"Hey do you know Liesha?"
(WAIT.. WHAT??)
" Yeahhh.. why? are you her brother?"
"Yes I am.. Right right Syafinaz. You used to live at Jalan Adang right?"
(Awwww... He remembers who I am :'D )
" Yes I did"
After the conversation, he paid the bills and walked away with the most honest smile. Without hesitation I called Azrah and screamed like a girl who needs help but actually she need the dude right now to say vows and get married!!!!! Firstly, he looks just like Danny Jones with an aura of Syamsul Yusoff.. Heyy dei.. That's not easy to get. That moment was the most excited moment I ever experienced in my life. Like ever! But then, it last for just about 10 minutes.
Do you believe in moments that last more than an hour or two? hahahahahahahahahhahaha no.
Well..... I do.. Because today I was on my way to the food court to print out my assignments. As I waited outside the store cause there was a lot of people inside waiting in line to print their own papers, in a glimpse, at the very end of the store, I saw him :) after two weeks not seeing each other, I saw him and my heart went down and got back up again. It was perfect. And we talked before he walks away to finish his assignments, he was so perfect, I breathe silently and fluently. Because the way he talks to me at the moment, I swear I saw something shine through his eyes saying "How I miss you and its great to see you again". It was the very precious moments. It feels like forever cause I even said that he is perfect than any guy I ever met after I met him.
It's shocking for me cause when I saw a hot guy, my body will be electrocuted and gone insane. But after I saw him at that time, I thought about him after I saw a cute guy walked pass by me. Where does that came from? It's been months since I met him. And I still can't forget how it turned out to be. And the moment I first saw him that afternoon, Im still experiencing it now as my heart still feel so harmony and I breathe silently and fluently. Cause that, ladies and gents, I only feel that way if he is in front on me and gaze upon my eyes.
