5 weeks. 45 hours. 2 subjects. 6 topics each.
What could go wrong? The subjects arent that bad. The teachers are awesome. My macroeconomics teacher is teaching us Soft skill subject is kind a WOW factor. Because she is always serious in class and now she is much fun than ever. She used to refuse in lending her smile but now, she smiled more than we are. Her sarcasm tend to be annoying and full of hatred but now, its funny eventhough she still sends a message that she hates us. The subjects are Soft skills and Communicative English. I love love love English. I'm not an expert in it but I always wanted to be one. First class, I already have 2 presentation to be done in a week, as its only 5 weeks to bare the pain. And yet I can still watch TV and stare at the blue sky for being so bored. And why is that?
What could possibly go wrong? The teachers are great, the subject is a gift, the time is gold and I always wanted to get rid of having any free time. What is going on? Because I skipped class today and my butt seems to love the couch more than it should. Is it because of getting used to the sem break too much? Or I hate the sun for touching my skin as I ride my scooter to Poly? The problem is, ever will be, my CLASSMATE. The kind of hate that I have towards them is such beauty and so sweet to let go. I just dont like them so much. Not only the girls but the boys too. I can't describe how annoy I am, sitting at my comfy table alone while listening to their unprofessional laugh and bare with their childish behavior. I skipped class today because I cant bare the pain in my ass for sitting around them without my bestie.
She's at Korea now laughing at my ass while here I am stuck with those people. Such beauty my hate to them. Such beauty..
The first day of Soft skill class, The lecturer asked us to hang a piece of paper behind us written there is "Negative" and "Positive" been put into two different columns. The idea was to move around in class and ask anyone to state our personality. I laughed so hard on the inside and remembered my girlfriend. Oh it'll be fun if she was there. The class hates her! And as for me, I bet I got a lot of negativity written about me. I walked to the girls and asked them to write anything. Once we all did, we are asked to sit and pull off the paper from our back. I looked, and Im shocked by the outcome. They wrote that I'm brave, smart, helpful, and a lot about love to share knowledge. And the negative ones is shy, looks so arrogant and lots of "doesn't like to talk to the classmates". I smiled cheerfully.
I have an issue on trusting people. The ones that I'm 75% rely on is my family and my bestfriend in the world, Afiq. He is very trustworthy and nice to have around. I spend most of my time with my family. Those two things are the only one that I can trust. I think thats why I hate talking to people. Gives me falls hope leads to a broken heart.
Then why do I hate them so much? What did my classmates do to me that infuse my anger? If i'm gonna list one of them down here, It'll be a never ending post. They did something to me and I make sure it'll never happen again. Thats why. And also their attitude is such immature and disrespectful to watch and to blend in.
But no matter what happens, I have to blend in. Because my grades relies on how well I cooperate with my classmates as the lecturer loves us to work in groups. The only cure I have is to just give task and listen to Mcfly in the morning to cheer me up :)
