If a person observe me and hand me a statistic of me, I would say my rate of happiness rises from depression to feeling free. The past couple of days, I feel great! With a help of my friends and family, internet research on ' how to overcome heartbreak ', or even talking to myself more often. Im feeling better each day. I'm not gonna lie, the errors still exist. But its slowly vanish as I peacefully accepting the fact that I couldn't do anything to fix the past.
Yes I'm still talking about the breakup thingy! Urghhhh hahahaha. It literally changes me to a better patience and ' think before you talk ' person. I even ask the guys who is contacting me whether they have a girlfriend or not. Not to flirt but to make sure there will be no heartbreak caused by my actions.
Girls! Please respect other girls's privacy. Karma does exist. If the boy has a girlfriend, contact the girlfriend or let the girlfriend know that you are contacting the guy. Ask her whether its okay with it and if she declines or refuse to answer, just back off okay? :) I know its annoying but imagine if it happens to you, your boy contact with another girl behind your back. It hurts like hell I assure you. It happens to me and Im sure the girl that did this doesn't even realise what she had done based on her actions. I know that it is not your fault for causing a fight because that guy is a douche bag for cheating on her. But do you want to be responsible of a heartbreak that may and will experience by you also? A girl's heart is so fragile. Please protect it with care. If you have one of your own :)
I just bought an eyeliner ( typical ) , eye shadow ( what the fuck? ) and almost buy a lipstick ( you have got to be kidding me?! ) F*cking sh*t I'm turning to a lady! hahahaha. Seriously though, if you have a serious break up with your ' true love ' ( bullsh*t words) you may take a good care of your appearance more that you used to before. I don't give a damn about what I look before. Now look at me. Doesn't care if my fringe's style enters my eyes or blocking my view cause I wanna look pretty, wearing flats and heels instead of sandals and slippers, wearing eyeliner all the time and applying powder on my face everytime needed. Why? First reason! I wanna look like the ' best buy ' with no sales in famous fashion stores. Second! ofcourse I want my ex to regret what he's been missing. Third! To be worth it to someone and Fourth! to be happy and be pretty and appreciating myself.
Love for me? Remain silent....
