I'm feeling better now. My red itchy spots seems to heal slowly as I finally eat my medicine on time. Yknow, women hate meds because they are sloppy and what Labuan people like to call "mintak puji". Means they wanted an attention. So that their Prince Charming become their medicine. Haha. Sorry ladies for breaking up the secret. Well the reason I have my meds is because my body is having a bad time. Doc handed me antibiotic pills and itchy pills. I don't know why I'm telling you guys these. Haha
I haven't seen my Zikrul long enough now. This is weird, Now I kept lost track of time. I didn't remember what date I supposed to keep in mind. I forgot the last time my ex-Bestfriend were here to comfort me. The last time he vanished. Well what I do remember is that I have to return the books I borrowed from the Library on the 24th. Thats the dead-line. I haven't read the books. It's about How To Overcome Problems When You're In The Managing World. Well its about that, I forgot the tittle. And the other called..... Forgot too. Something about black sword and blossom. Interesting books but lazy to read.
I remember the night where I asked Zikrul how long we've been together. He asked me what's the date that day and he answered "a month". Right!!! That day was 12th Jan. Wow I remembered something. He really helped me got back on track. Despite the argument and all the bad habits of mine I showed. He is still here. Amazing right? Thanks hunny.
I keep having this stomach flu. Maybe because I haven't eat my three meals for a long time. Since I got back from Kelantan and the day I found out my own bestfriend kicked me out from his life. I remember that one. Since then, I felt like throwing up after seeing food or wanted to eat. Im feeling it now by just wrote about it. Bluekkk!!!! Lets move on....
Still unemployed. Still not taking driving license. I felt like a home mom. Doing chores instead of doing chores for money. Yknow what I mean..
Well Im feeling better. Despite the emotional reaction, Im curing. Not complete, but in process. All I wish is he didn't show up where I stand and succeed in forgetting about him. I hope so.
