I remember when we first met. I see you as a friend. You see me as your victim of love in eternity. I placed a spot in my heart for you. But you're leaving. I understand. We knew this will come, right? My actions makes it happen more faster. I thought it would be, we would be perfect. Me, him and you. Together forever happy times all the time. But I realize that everytime I think of something, it'll occur in the opposite way.
Before I began, I wanted you to know that I do want a distant apart between us. Remember our fights when I like you friend? Twice we fought. About the same thing. But then you fight for us. Deny to let distant's presence in our lives. I find that amusing. But what is happening now? I can't lie that I miss you. You've been my friend for four years now. You were there with me through thick and thin. I remember all the gifts that you gave to me. Teddy bear, key chain, chocolates, bag, shirt, and a ring. I lost in one time. You gave me yours and im sorry, I lost yours too. Not by mistake. I attended to lose it. It's pain to wear it and I don't know why. I was in a hotel on my vacation with family. As we are leaving, I left it on the desk. I was moved by my feelings that you are leaving me away. If it is because of him, you must did it for a reason, right? I know you well.
He is the one. I wont let you down. I know it'll never work between us if he or any of our mates are around. Jealousy always wins. I'm sorry to end this way. I always love you as a true friend.
Forgive for my mistakes. I know you'll do the same as I do if you're at my place. I hope I'll see you in the future :') Remember our promises? At the age of 20-22, I'll search for you to show my life to you and how it goes? I will wait for the moment :)
Give my regards to your dearest girlfriend. And to you :)
Farewell.,
