You once told me that you will never leave here anymore. Moving to Penang, right? I was a little bit down. Yeah SPM is almost over and you are moving away. I had to delete all the plans I want to spend with you.
You are a liar. Don't deny it. You are. You lied to make everyone feel better. And let your inside hurts and crush into pieces. That's why I never believe you. Because I can feel what you are feeling inside. And I don't know why. At first yeah it sound crazy. I didn't believe it either. But I felt it. Kau ingat kau sorang je lehh baca mata aku? haha
Without you I'd never get what I want. I never get Zikrul if it wasn't about you. Your courage. Braveness in waiting for him is just unbelievable thing to even believe. I admire that. I thought it only happens in the movies but I cant believe it happened right in front of my eyes. Unbelievable! I waited for Zikrul. With a help of my two bestfriends. I have him in my arms now. Because you showed me the courage in not giving up. I didn't gave up. Come on laa. Syafinaz Zamry liked a person and didn't do anything for more than a week -.- If im a Hollywood artist, im sure its a big hit in the news. The point is I didnt give up. Because you didnt too.
I have him in my arms. You still kept waiting. You wanted to confess. Im helping. But a long the way I know there is so much pain you have to carry. The reason Im blogging right now is for you to read and to know that Im here with you. Im worried sick here.
After the confession, you know im still and will always be your eyes in being the owl beside his bed. Watching his every move like the FBI's. As long as you want me to. Cause it hurts laa to see you like this.
We could kill him together ;)
FOR YOU.
