This Girl, She is living a life full of secure and love from her family. She has a brother and sister who willing to light up her sorrow. Her mom and dad who accompany her to the right path. And Allah swt guide her and her family to the way. It was perfect. So perfect. Until,
He has a messy hair, wear specs while studying, handsome and white skin color, has a slim body-type and tall. She fall for him deeply. His ways of laughing and attitude towards her is simply beautiful. He starting to notice her. They became close. Closer than ever. Until his friends start to notice his weird attitude in treating her in a special way. And this words popped out and been heard by him "do you like her?" For her, the day was beautiful. The next day, she cant wait for her new day with him again. But he changed. He didnt look at her at all. He became the Stranger to her. She wondered why. "Maybe he has problems of his own i think" Positive. That's what kept her strong.
2 and a half years she thought positively. His ways towards her never change. You see, I admire this girl. How often you find a girl who is willing to think positive towards a boy who became her hero and the next day vanished. Its like getting a beautiful dream that comes only in a dream. And there I was, appeared in her life. I taught her a lot. About dealing with sadness and pain. I love her just the way she is. She is funny. Thoughtful, kind and generous, not to mention crazy? The craziest person I have ever known! But she never let me down or not to laugh in one day. And seeing her like this, really brought my spirit up. Because of her, I got my crush in hand. I waited.
"Im giving up" Words cant describe how let down I am. Those words came from her really shocked me. Why? How? Why??? Yes it is killing her. I could kill him too just to let him taste the fire. But why? After 2 and a half years hoping and waiting.. Come on laaa he didnt even know the truth.
I respect her decision no matter what. And his attitude of keep coming back never stop. He came again to tease her like always. He have the chance to just leave but he didnt. She said he hate to ever like her. But why when he had a chance to just go, he didnt do it. He keeps coming back... So now let me ask you, Girl. Why?
I want you to feel your heart and ask your sorrow, what should I do? and let me know.
