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Monday, February 11, 2013

Right Choice

Zikrul. He's the one I'm dating now. He is also known as my crush before I finished high school. At school, I liked him for more than two months. Which I'd never done before. But I did :) and I knew he never will like me back. So I decided to make a memory out of it. I don't want to waste my senior year just because somebody I used to know forbidden me to continue liking him.

Allah had answered my prayers. He approached me :D We texted and we faced our SPM examination together. On the 12.12.2012, we are officially a couple. Tomorrow is our second anniversary as a couple. Though we didn't celebrate it like others did, but two month as a couple. Shit just got real!!!! I felt like it was just yesterday I met him. But when I'm near him, I felt like I lived all my years with him. It's a miracle and weird. Hahahaha. And when we were apart, it's like I just met him and wanted to meet him again. 

Don't assume we are perfect. We had our fights. Very often.. VERY. I asked for a breakup a few times. He has too. Just once. If we didn't meet for more than three days, a war is coming. 

He is my perfect choice. Like a true love feeler once said, meeting you was fate. Become friends with you is a choice. Falling in love with you is beyond my control. 

I lost my true friend because of him. Regret is just something too late to felt. I played along the puzzled and faced the flood in me. And look at me now :) tomorrow is my anniversary. Second time.

He is my right choice. He is. 

MUAAHHH ^.-

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