What is best describe as 'home' ? People say that if we've met the person that we love, we'll say, being around them feels like home. Definition of Home is a place where we feel safe or secured. A place we find peaceful to rest at. A place where we call Our Home. Well, this isn't home.
Sometimes, my so-called "home" is actually a prison. Normal though every teenagers went through this. Even my mom sick of home and got married when she's 18 y/o. There, she gave 6 beautiful daughters. But I can see in her eyes, her third daughter is different. A rebellious one. I can't deny the fact that I'm a rebel daughter. I am infact and I admit to them. My logic controls my desire and it leads to waiting for the Great Escape. But when?
Haaaa Million Dollar Question! Well, I still remember the promises I gave to someone when I was 17 y/o. It's to travel to Rome and visiting the places I most passion about. The reason why is to have a long meditation. Not just 15-30 mins I used to do all day. Yknow, have a get-a-way. But things change, cause my life have more ups and downs.
I'll answer my question! When I'm 27 y/o. Well for starter now I'm studying for Diploma in Insurance for 3 years and will continue studying for Degree for 3 years also, without hesitating, I'll continue studying for Master level for a year and a half to pursue a better job for a better pay cheque. At that time maybe I'm 26 y/o so for a year I'll work harder and get my financial stabilized. Then....
Nope. No vacation. I'll stay at my Home. The home I feel free living in. Like my room now. I feel so calm and lonely. That's the kind of situation I love the most. Calm and Quiet. But yeah as a student, I won't get that easily. Just determination and positive attitudes I must absorb. From this moment on, It didn't work out pretty well.
I'll have to wait 9 years more to succeed in my new dream. To get my own Home,
