My life is slightly better than usual.. Despite the chaos of SPM coming in 15 days!!!! I am just fine.. Well the better things started after I follow my instinct in saying the truth. Well I said it all out through Facebook. It counts, right? Well atleast the person reads it. Dont want to talk about that.
Anyway, my crush.. Yeah I like him still. Trying to ignore him is hard though. He keeps coming back. My graduation is coming and he is very close to me. Super close. Will post graduation pictures tomorrow ;)
I am feeling so excited right now. Because I am into someone. Not my crush. He is someone I met on social network. I smiled every time I look at him. Never actually meet him in person but he is something.. Hee :) If I coupled with this person, either my crush or this guy im into, till the end I promise you.. Till the end :) No more childlish drama. A mature relationship. Definitely :)
I love this one song. Its called Lightning Strike from Snow Patrol. Very cool tau... That is the exact type of song that I like. Just click Here to hear it :)
My life is okay now. Actually I got very little happened in my life if I got rid of SPM. Its coming. Studying like hell. I just hope for the best and expect nothing. Thats how I control myself from getting too crazy about it. I cried once because I answered Paper 1 Math. I got 20 out of 40. I nearly freaked out. But then I managed to calm myself and does alot of exercises. After this I got Math. Hope I wont cry again.
Getting fat. That's one thing. Can you imagine me studying 8 or 10 hours, sleep 6 or 5 hours, the rest praying, eating a day. I have to eat while studying because if i dont, I will be sleepy and I dont actually move myself often. So imagine how many percentage of fats stores in me everyday. I cant even fit my jeans.
My hour is almost over. So thats all I guess. Wish me luck for SPM kay :) pray for my best. I really need it :) Good day and Good bye ;)
