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Wednesday, August 1, 2012

Going short ;)

I schooled for 11 years and passed through alot of weird chaos and drama queens. Exams I faced, result I weep in. And now, another 110 days left for me to get through my last two exams in my school life. No more uniforms nor big bags. School books that I have to carry nor big and cute little pencil box of mine. No more drama I have to face and walking home from school every damn day. I wish nothing but to break free from those unseen prison. I crave for nothing else. 

Although SPM will be tough. I bet it will. For just to pass, its a piece of cake. But for geting A's, I'll be damned. With my teachers just getting started to play the game after 8 month warming up. I just got an example essay paper for Bahasa Melayu target A+. Boy it is so freaking hard. And I have to master it within this 3 month. Economi subject? Struggle for tuition, like other subjects. With my lack of time and lazyness embracing me. Gosh I am not well prepare. I guarantee that. 

Love? Nahh I leave those stuff after Wolfy left. So it is not really important although I am having a crush on someone ;). Better not saying the name or it may throw a paint and become a disastrous picture in my heart. Well for a girl ofcourse I want it right? Haha. I am single long enough. Well, I don't know. Just don't want to talk about it. 

Studies. Hahhh!!! Lack! Stupidity! I still have to carry two books instead of one for studying. One is the questions and the other is the textbook. Is this straight A's SPM? No freaking way. Well I am trying. SPM man.. Goshh.. Painful exam ever. Mom is right. I regret for not start studying in form four. There is alot to work man!! Stress!!! 

What is it got to do with my tittle and this story? Haha. Well I cut my hair short. Like a Malaysian artist. Ermmm I think her name is Scha Yahya or something like that. Married to Awal Ashaari. Yupp.. Just like that plus my natural curl.. Haha. I am going short ;) 

Raya this year? I am thrilled. My baju Raya is waiting to be worn and I am waiting to eat my Grandma's rendang and nasi tomato :D Taking a bus at 15th august in the early morning and off to Kelantan till 23rd of august. 29th? TRIAL SPM. Yesss yess.. 

This year is a memorial year for me. I have my highs and lows. My loves and hates. Person I met and left. Things I've done. Love my class this year. Best class I have so far. Haha. At last!! My previous class? Aren't so great like this one. We gathered as a family. Crush I am having is in my class. Gues that is why it is fun is it? Haha. Just joking. But really, great and greatest class ever :) Maybe this year is my first year I ever pay for the Year Book. 

What else, ahhh about my self? Well I am getting fatter everyday. Chocolate became my bestfriend and also enemy. I have my double chin and cute chubby cheek. My bestfriends won't stop calling me fat. Family won't ever admit that I am fat. Well atleast I make them telling the truth right? Except my family ofcourse -.- And I cut my hair. Haha. I did mentioned it earlier right? Well yes I cut my hair. 

Last but not least, I have to admit, Im starting to miss back the people I left and left me. I am starting to miss most of them. Not all. Haha. Ohh and happy Ramadhan for all muslims and Selamat Hari Raya ;) 

MUAAHHH ^.-

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