I have one teacher in school that surprise me so much. Her ways of thinking amazed me. Balqis said that if I tell her my problems and she respond, tears might fall from my desolate eyes. Well if she teach at my old school in Rawang. She'll be busy all the time advising the students. They might have to take number in turn. But I've never go to her and speak. But her ways of finding the truth got me ruin the secret. I dont mind her reading me. Im just glad she never ask me about my problems. Problems... Yeahh. I used to be a loner. Eventhough boyf is out of number, Im still a loner. Actions speak louder than words right? Well boys never captured it right. They just smile and go dumb all of the sudden after hearing me say sweet words or I LOVE YOU to them. Wait, hear?? No. Reading me say.. What a dumbo. Sweet words in text message is all it takes to. They're not awake yet. Awake to know the real world's core. But there is some of them woke up. That is the person to embrace don't-care attitude in them. People never miss chance in gossiping. I don't know whats the point to gossip really, Like I said, they're still asleep. I just wanna come towards them and said whats the point of talking behind someone's back? Did you get medal for it? Straight A's maybe? But whats the point really? Im not a bitch like them. That don't-care attitude really hug my spirit tight :).Gossip?? they talk bad things behind my back. Why? Because they dont have the balls to admit. Like I said, they're still asleep ^^
I LOVE YOU, FOREVER, TILL THE END.. Words I never believed in. I did two month ago. Why I didnt believe it now?
I thought me leavin that cruel school and came back to my old school is a new beginning of escape from bitches.. But, like I said, they're still asleep. Took away my love. Eventhough he still loves me and text me, I cant feel it anymore. I cant explain why, But through that 2 month, I felt stronger. But, a broken friendship may be soldered but will never be sound. There goes the new me walking towards BJ.
I got hit real hard this year. Obstacle is one thing, Broken hearted is another. They took my happiness. He took my heart. Sympathy? yes I have those. Loyal and trust? Sorry I cant find it in my dictionary. Because somehow I woke up.
