He was just a guy in my class. A guy that I find nothing special on. Well it was. Now? He is something special beneath my heart. His ways of laughing that reflected mine. His smile touched my soul. He is no popular or important to people. But somehow he become important to me. Starting from then, I kinda like him a lil :) . But love for me is just a painted flower in canvas of life. It stays there and never blossom. I know my heart for him will go no where as Im stuck here in the teenage world. And for him liking me is just a snowman in a summer. But his appearance, attitude makes my heart grow fonder. He always tease me everytime in class. How can I stop liking him? But him teasing me, I know deep down in my heart, I like it. But this one day, my friend ask him if he like me or not. I was just there with them. And he said no. Adding some words that describe how impossible for it to be true. My heart suddenly went down. Cry? no im not a baby. Scream? no I dont want to be crazy. Silent? yes that is all I can do. I dont think he knows I like him. He probably like my friend in class. I caught him looking at her a thousand times. But she said Im just so inlove till I got jealous of him checking on another girl. Well speaking of another girl, he have one. But they seem to be close and not a couple. I dont know wether he still like her or not but for sure. I hate them both cuddling at the canteen.
The way he treat me and the way we laugh is just something bright for me to happen in one day. Till my emotion become so weak I think I had shown my heart to him. And he somehow shocked and stayed away from me. Why he would do that? Does he like me or like me just a friend so that he can tease everyday? Or he is still loyal to his ex? I slowly thinks Im a kite without an owner.
But my friend here, well she is expert in love as she goals it many times. She said that we like each other. But the obstacles facing him makes him think that this is not the right time to play with love. So he spend all his time he have to tease me. Cruel?? yeahh. but for me, please Fifi, dont ever stop :)
