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Tuesday, April 14, 2015

Something New,

"Assumption is The Mother of all fuck ups"

A quote taken from the movie Sanctum. About a boy who's been forced by his ignorant yet caring father to go on a journey guided by experience, leads to hope. Hope of finding a way out from an unexplored cave. I watch this movie everyday, twice a day if I could fit it in to my schedule. Why am I so obsessed with this story? A story filled with hope and discipline. A story that denies assumptions in the most fuck up way? Whilst assumption leads to ideas, new path and ways to create such hope that strengthens the things we truly believed in. Why?

I consider my life as a maze. A maze where it involves lot of confusion and decision making to find the one and only exit for which I knew, there will only be one way out. That's the one thing why I enjoy watching Sanctum. In such agony and panic, discipline is the most important thing. Why should you question an experience person at his most suited situation to back up your inexperience behavior and immaturity? My dad used to say to me " you're the outspoken in the family ". I remembered his words at the exact place in the exact time. Even though I'm not one of his 'darlings' in the family, I wish I could hear more from him. Like Josh said in Sanctum, " assumption is the mother of all fuck ups ". All I can hope for is find the hidden path, it'll lead me out from this maze where I know, my dad will be waiting for me at the exit. All I can ever assume, is by the time I arrive, he'll still be there. 

My dad has been in insurance industry for more than 15 years. He knows everything there is to know about this area. He master all the pros and cons as he had face it all. He got promoted, kicked out from a job. He sat as an unemployed labor and had enjoy is employment gloriously. And then he decides to drag me in to his victory. But there I am, just a student who is studying diploma in insurance. He expects a bucket-full from me whilst I'm waiting for my brain to be filled with insurance knowledge. So I thank you Sanctum, for teaching me to obey the master and follow the guideline. Because everyone is born stupid. It is up to us whether to change and become a somebody, or stay that way.

How boring my life can be? A single woman driven by her father through a journey on a single path. How could I possibly focus on something else, a boy perhaps where he could be the distraction? Well bitches, that is another thing why I watched Sanctum. That 17 years old Josh is dang HOT. My best friend would say "you and hot guys will never be apart". What can I say? I'm a single girl with needs. What the fuck is wrong with that? hahaha. But hotness doesn't complete the plate right? You can't just eat proteins without fat and carbs. Where's balance to that? Relationship is something you have for fun. But that doesn't mean you can't have fun with yourself. Motivation and self-confidence. That's the key to full time happiness. How can you enjoy life when you don't appreciate your own presence? Through my experience dating, I finally appreciate myself and mentally dating Josh. Heii what can I say? I'm a girl with needs. Dating a celebrity seems to work without getting my heart broken. 

Despite the journey being set up by dad, I still long for drastic entertainment. The movie Sanctum which suits my interest in watching adventurous movie. "Why do you guys watch something that is not entertaining?" my dad would say every time he saw me watching those kind of movies. Sanctum, The Conjuring, Sinister, and other psycho thrilling movies. I showed to the world I love drastic synopsis movies. But I also want a drastic adventure. So far I haven't been in any. Sad life right? Well assumptions is the mother of all fuck ups. If you're an adventurous person, please give me a call, because you're about to meet your new adventure partner anytime soon. Haha! 

MUAAHHH ^.-

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